conscious.

Do you hear it? The rain falling briskly on the rooftop? Do you see the skies blackened with a slight orangish glow. This is for me. This is what I adore. I woke up throughout the night at 12:45, 2:50, 4:25, and finally for the last time at 5:35. I drank water and felt beads of sweat on my neck. I dreamt of Brian & Gina. I dream of wrapping my arms around some man. The subconscious is an interesting thing. Sometimes it tries to give you a nudge. I am sleepy today. I would like to dive into the subconscious and stay there. The conscious is overrated.