New Regimen Today

I totally forgot I was going to start anew today, until just this very moment. I sort of cheated. I ate M&M's for breakfast. I don't know why, jeez. I just get obsessed with food and can't control myself. It's a control issue. I get it. However, I felt guilty so the rest of the day I had a handful of carrots and a non-fat, no sugar late'. In addition, I just got back from an eight mile run. Yes, I said it. 8 fucking miles. Take that, motherfuckin' mind and body. Oh, and after the run, I rode my bike for a good 50 minutes. So yeah, regimen is fucking on. I can do this shit. I can. If I fail school, I don't really give a damn, because this, THIS drives me -- gives me SOMETHING to get out of bed for. Fuck everything else. My regimen is my purpose, my baby. It must survive.