good day, day, day

I dumped about 1/3 of my deliciously, extravagant dark chocolate mocha. Mmm. It was so yummy. So yummy. But that's it, man. I need to get myself slightly back on track. I have been eating way, way, way too much sugar and fatty substances. There's this Indian snack mix that I flip over. It is so damn good, I can't put the bag down. But no more, no more! The waist line is definitely being effected. It's back to carrots and apples and salads. I like those things. They make me feel good & happy. No more emotional eating for this girl.

I started to get myself back on track yesterday. I avoided the ginger cookies (my favorite) and chocolate. I had to go out for lunch but I stuck to salad and soup, which ended up being all I had until this morning (don't worry, I ate enough the day before to last me the whole week... same with the day before that). My legs have been tight and awful this week, so I cycled yesterday. It was only an hour, because of the rush to get it done between work and school. But this morning I got up at 5 and went to the gym. I ran 4 miles (sucky), cycled for about 40 minutes, and lifted a few weights. I made it to work at 7:45. I'm testing this new schedule to see if I can whip myself back into shape. It's going to be a hard adjustment but it could do me quite well. 

I'm going up North this weekend. ATV's, bloody Mary's and fire here I come! Man, am I excited. I can hardly contain myself. And I might get to see my recent "interest" this evening... and if not, for sure on Sunday. Giddy. Giddy. Giddy. I AM so NOT giddy. I'm cool. I'm calm. It's nothing at all, dude. Stop making fun. I am way too cool to get all dorky like about boys. Ahem. How am I ever going to make it through 3 hours of class? 

Ok, I need to study for a quiz. I would hate to screw up on my first graded project. Oh, oh! I am buying my massage table today, I think. Cross your fingers that they have one. I feel determined. Today is going to be a good day. I'm beating it into submission.