The decent mood remains. And just to clarify, just because I had fun with and enjoyed Brian's company, does NOT mean there is any fucking chance that I would go back to him. And he's not asking either. No, I was just happy to be able to have good discourse. I was just happy to not have to put on some fake show or wall or whatever. That's the way it should be. So I've decided that I am not going to put on a show any more. There is no point. If people don't like me for the crazy that I am, well screw them. I am chatting with new guys but no serious chats with any particularly interesting guys. I've joined some meet-up groups: travel, drinking & eating, and an atheist group. I'm not sure that I have the time or a true enough interest to actually go, but hey I might. This weekend I am going to see 3 Sheets Zane Lamprey with my friends Nate & Dan. That should be awesome. I think I may also have some other sort of party to attend. And I'm planning a trip. Yep, I believe that I may be going to South America or Vietnam come December. I found a pretty cool adventure travel company that allows singles (gross) and so I think I'm going to do it. It might completely suck ass, but at least there will be sun and ocean.
Ok, I really need to work now. More of this general optimism later. Peace out.
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